Its been to long

Sorry it have been for ever since i last made a post, I have wanted to make a post  for a while though i go to sit down and write it and have a mind blank with what i want to say

First off i am now 25 weeks and 3 days gestation, it has been a fight to get this far though i am very grateful for it, I have just come home from hospital after spending 2 1/2 weeks on hospital bed rest due to PTL, the doctors didnt give Princess a good out come with saying that i was going to deliver any day, though i remembered what theysaid when i was in there with Deacan and he lasted 11 weeks,
I'm grateful foral te help and support that i have/ had while being in there with al the new firends thati made that i will always carry close to my heart, and from all the help from my family and all the prayers and positive thoughts that friends gave,

Both Deacan and Jason are going great, Both have grown so much, and both now have their own little personalities though i will go into that more in a separate post,


Daniel and i are house hunting at the moment as we need to be out of our hose by 10th November (our 4th wedding anniversary) Just trying to find something that suits us and is in our price rage is starting to be more difficult than i thought,

WHY do i keep doing it to myself for?

I went out and seen my sweet little boy today, knowing that it would upset me and get me all emotional,


Now i am having contractions

I miss Bryce so much, every time i go out there, it feels like it cuts the wound even more........


Why does it still upset me so much... its been 3 1/2 years already..... i should be so upset every time i go out there......




I MISS YOU HONEY SO MUCH!!!!!!!


If mummy could turn back he hands of time i would i am so sorry i never got to that hospital quicker

New photos

Work

I just don't know any more, i really don't,
Daniel has started a new job been there for about 7 to 8 weeks now,he works in the city he is up between 5.30am and 6am, out of the house no later than 7.15am and doesn't get home until any where from 6.30 to 8.30pm by that stage the boys are in bed 7 times out of 10 by the time Daniel gets home,
Daniel left his old job due to the hours and the strain it put on us as a family plus he also done a lot more than what he got paid for
I know that his new work is about $12k more per year or maybe more and he does have to put extra hours in here and there, tough almost every night?? he works more at this job then his last job.. i don't want to be married to one of those guys who puts their work first over their family... How are things going to be once the new baby comes along? i cant even see him being able to take time off when she is born,  let alone being able to be there fr the labor

Candle Making

So i think i am going to start getting into candle making, im not really sure where to start or how to do it, though might look in at some art stores and see prices etc, and ten talk to daniel about it and see what he thinks, as i would really like to be able to work from home and to be able to help out financially, not to sure howwell it would go toughi could always give i a go, make a whole heap then take them to the markets or something

Secrets out

Well my secret is out due to a very nasty person on facebook,
Daniel and I are having a little girl.....

Its been a while

I'm so sorry it has taken ages for me to post something, i have been really sick lately, we have had  "whooping cough" go through the house, lucky enough the kids never got it, though Daniel, Mum, Bella and myself all did,

though we seem to be better now, we all have the cough still, though no longer contagious