More Kind Words and Prayers

I came across yesterday some more kind words and prayers for jade in Tiny Glimmers the amount of support that we are getting for Jade is just humbling we have everyone world wide praying for her

Kind words from People

I'm just really shocked from all the kind words and support that people are giving us for Little Jade,
i noticed today that there are a few things going around Facebook for her

Gail Harvey

Please friends, take a minute out to say a quick prayer for one of my friend's newborn daughter. She was born premature & is having some pretty serious medical issues. She is just the sweetest looking baby and a real fighter. Her Mom is one of the strongest, bravest women I know. She has two small children at home and just keeps getting up each day & fighting the fight. I don't know where she gets... the strength. They live in Australia and it is just amazing how much you can care for a family that you have never met and probably never will. It is such a helpless feeling to be so far away and not able to physically help her out. Utter frustration for me. So, please prayers for this little angel and her family. Thanks. xxxoooxxx

 

 and this one as well

Jaclyn Smallmon

Hi all, just asking if you'll either copy and paste this or take afew moments to pray for a precious little baby girl who's fighting for her life. Born at only 30weeks and 3 days gestation little Jade Sydney Atkinson has endured many medical problems during her short time in this world. Please pray to keep her spirit fighting. Xoxo

 

 

Thank you to everyone for everything you have all done, it brings tears to my eyes, knowing that there are so many kind hearted people out there, and most of you i will never have a chance to thank you in person

 

Day by Day

So I am now taking each day as it comes with little princess and with life in general, way to much is going on that i am getting stressed about,
between house hunting, the bills that are never ending, little miss, and just general stress kids etc, its just way to much at the moment,
SO just going to take it a day at a time, i am sure little miss will grace us when she is ready,
I had a few false alarms yesterday with lower back pain coming waves and cramps on and off, though went to bed and woke up still pregnant so guessing its still a false alarm,
The false alarms are starting to become very annoying though i guess there is nothing i can do about them

Over It

I am so damn over it... things seem to be getting thrown at us left right and center its never ending....

Daniel and I have just over 3 weeks to move.. we have to be out of here by the 10th November whether we have a place or not... we have looked at quite a few, though the application form never gets put in on time, due to Daniel not really liking the place, and hoping that something better comes along.. or me being in the hospital and waiting for someone to bring the form up to me to fill in..

So on top of that i also received my car rego today that has to be paid for in the next couple of weeks ($304 for 6 months, or $583.60 for 12 months)
Plus a power bill that is now over due... We had someone here staying/living with us, that was meant to chip in and help pay for some of it as they were here for most of it though yeah haven't been able to get anything out of them o that (power bill was just over $400)



So on top of all this, my doctors have said that i need to remain stress free HA! yeah right, how can i be stress free with all of this going on????

Also i can go into labor any day so the anxiety of that is weighing don over the top of me as well... its honestly never ending isn't it.....

27+5

Well i am now 27+5 weeks gestation, I am quite happy to be this far, i never thought that i would of made it this far either, Considering the Doctors said i would even make it past 23 weeks, when i was first admitted into hospital with PTL, though i have made it another 5 weeks,

As of now i am 2cm Dilated, have 5mm left in length of my cervix and i have bulging membranes what a good combination hey...... Oh and also to add on top of it all, Princess is now either Breech, or Transverse, she is no longer head down and engaged any how here is the newest belly photo

Any way that is it at he moment will add more later

When it Rains it Pours

WOW talk about a stressful time,

Daniel and I worked it out and we have 5 weeks to be out of this house and into a new one, 5 weeks that's it, and it is so hard to find the right place, it needs to have 4 bedrooms, have a fully fenced back yard, i would like the kitchen to have a good amount of cupboard space, and cant be any more than $370 p/w
Daniel and i have found some that we like we are just waiting to hear back from the property managers to view the property,
I have never moved with the kids, last time that i moved Jason was still in hospital. so when we finally get a place i have told mum that i would like to move while the kids are in daycare, try to get as much as we can out and into the new place while te kids are out, as i can only imagine how hard it is to move with a 1 1/2 and 2 1/2 year old


Got the power bill the other day, bloody just over $400 and it is due tomorrow, i called the power company to ask for a payment plan, as i have been in hospital and it is to much to come up with all in one hit, tough do you think they would let me pay it off??  NO! I have to come up with $100 by tomorrow, then the $300+ in 2 weeks time, not to mention  all theotherbils that i have coming in

I know its just part and parcel with the real world, though why does everything have to come in at once,

I have rego due as well in a couple of weeks, that like $300+ as well  and it's not like i can put that one off. cos if i dont pay it i cant drive my car, and we use it to get the kids round and doctors etc!!!!!

Plus on top of all that i am still having contractions every day,  tough nothing tat is really regular or painful enough to have to go to the hospital, the doctors told me when they discharged me from hospital that i had to remain stress free, YEAH RIGHT!!! like that is going to happen, So i am scared that she can come any day like the doctors said though i am very grateful for every day that she is inside, though this waiting game is really doing my head in, I either want her to knock he crap off (false contractions etc) of just come out already (I WOULD PREFER HER TO STAY IN THOUGH)


Though yeah i guess that sums up the past couple of days, more than likely just a whole heap of randomness though also needed to vent,

Work

I just don't know any more, i really don't,
Daniel has started a new job been there for about 7 to 8 weeks now,he works in the city he is up between 5.30am and 6am, out of the house no later than 7.15am and doesn't get home until any where from 6.30 to 8.30pm by that stage the boys are in bed 7 times out of 10 by the time Daniel gets home,
Daniel left his old job due to the hours and the strain it put on us as a family plus he also done a lot more than what he got paid for
I know that his new work is about $12k more per year or maybe more and he does have to put extra hours in here and there, tough almost every night?? he works more at this job then his last job.. i don't want to be married to one of those guys who puts their work first over their family... How are things going to be once the new baby comes along? i cant even see him being able to take time off when she is born,  let alone being able to be there fr the labor