back home again

well i am now back home from hospital AGAIN!! still pregnant, I am now 29 weeks and 5 days gestation,  I had another ultrasound today, and found out that i am no longer fully effaced I now have 5.5mm left of my cervix in length, I am happy about this though i would really like for my body to make up it's mind and really cut all this out, I got to see little princess today and she is so cute :) the technician switched it over to 3D and yeah she is just beautiful

27+5

Well i am now 27+5 weeks gestation, I am quite happy to be this far, i never thought that i would of made it this far either, Considering the Doctors said i would even make it past 23 weeks, when i was first admitted into hospital with PTL, though i have made it another 5 weeks,

As of now i am 2cm Dilated, have 5mm left in length of my cervix and i have bulging membranes what a good combination hey...... Oh and also to add on top of it all, Princess is now either Breech, or Transverse, she is no longer head down and engaged any how here is the newest belly photo

Any way that is it at he moment will add more later

Safe?

what is it with people telling me i am "now at the safe stage?"


Yes i am now past viability though i'm not at the safe stage until i have my baby at in my arms, yes i might be at 26 week gestation, and the chances of her surviving are now better than what they were at 24 weeks though i have come to find there is no such thing as a safe stage until you have that child in your arms,

I dont mean to sound like a downer or anything though there are still so many things that could go wrong, i pray to god that it doesn't happen, and i will get to have my little girl in my arms, though people dont seem to understand that,

i am sure everything is going to go fine with bub, as i have had the steroid injections for her lungs and she should be a nice weight (still small tough better than what she was) so i have things looking up for me, though yeah, i wont feel "safe" until i have her in my arms and get to take her home