About to Explode

I swear i am about to explode with anger soon!!!!!!!!

If everything else isn't enough that's going on at the moment, I know have debit collectors chasing me, for a power bill that's over due and an AVON account that is way over due

I have been stuck paying for just over $400 power bill, that i got while being in hospital pregnant with Jade, I was told by a person that is living with us that they would give us something for it to help out as they were sleeping in the lounge room where our plasma tv is and kept falling asleep and leaving it on all night, I told them that we got the power bill in and how much it was and all i got was "shit not good" after countless efforts to say that I couldn't afford still no money has been handed over for it!!!!!! so once again I AM stuck paying for it, and now have debit collectors chasing ME for it how the hell am i meant to pay whats owing ($302) plus the AVON bill of $190 by the end of next week when i am only on centerlink
I am still having to pay each week, the kids daycare, food for 4 adults and 2 children plus fuel for my car to get to daycare and back each week, and putting fuel in mums car so i can get up and see Jade everyday, if i drive up; i have to pay for parking, not to mention lunch while i am up there, plus also all the other bills that are in my name, and to top it off my car is in need of a massive service!!!!!


Like bloody hell what else can be thrown onto one person at one time!@!!!!! i really and honestly cant take any more,

I still feel like the bloody maid around this house, like yeah mum helps out though mum also runs me around to the hospital and back when i need to go up


though seriously how much is it to ask for someone else to stack the dishwasher or to do the dishes after i cook!!!!!!

I cant do this any more i am going to explode!!!!!!!!!

Over It

I am so damn over it... things seem to be getting thrown at us left right and center its never ending....

Daniel and I have just over 3 weeks to move.. we have to be out of here by the 10th November whether we have a place or not... we have looked at quite a few, though the application form never gets put in on time, due to Daniel not really liking the place, and hoping that something better comes along.. or me being in the hospital and waiting for someone to bring the form up to me to fill in..

So on top of that i also received my car rego today that has to be paid for in the next couple of weeks ($304 for 6 months, or $583.60 for 12 months)
Plus a power bill that is now over due... We had someone here staying/living with us, that was meant to chip in and help pay for some of it as they were here for most of it though yeah haven't been able to get anything out of them o that (power bill was just over $400)



So on top of all this, my doctors have said that i need to remain stress free HA! yeah right, how can i be stress free with all of this going on????

Also i can go into labor any day so the anxiety of that is weighing don over the top of me as well... its honestly never ending isn't it.....