WHY do i keep doing it to myself for?

I went out and seen my sweet little boy today, knowing that it would upset me and get me all emotional,


Now i am having contractions

I miss Bryce so much, every time i go out there, it feels like it cuts the wound even more........


Why does it still upset me so much... its been 3 1/2 years already..... i should be so upset every time i go out there......




I MISS YOU HONEY SO MUCH!!!!!!!


If mummy could turn back he hands of time i would i am so sorry i never got to that hospital quicker