Saturday 22 October 2011

Day by Day

So I am now taking each day as it comes with little princess and with life in general, way to much is going on that i am getting stressed about,
between house hunting, the bills that are never ending, little miss, and just general stress kids etc, its just way to much at the moment,
SO just going to take it a day at a time, i am sure little miss will grace us when she is ready,
I had a few false alarms yesterday with lower back pain coming waves and cramps on and off, though went to bed and woke up still pregnant so guessing its still a false alarm,
The false alarms are starting to become very annoying though i guess there is nothing i can do about them

Thursday 20 October 2011

Topice 1, "Halloween"

I was asked to talk about this Topic from my friend Laurie Droll , though living in Australia we don't really celebrate or participate in Halloween, So what i have done is "Google" some information about it, And also put in some of my thoughts into it as well :)

So as we all know Halloween is celebrated on the 31st October each year, by children and adults,
I think the fun part would be the dressing up in a costume, the going around to every house doing Tick-Or-Treating, the parties And decorating your yard,

How do you choose your costume? there are so many things out there that you could dress up as, I done some searching around on Google and here are a few of the costumes that i think are cute or would like to dress up in











Oh and i remember watching movies or cartoons and Jack-O-Lantern carving is a big thing to, I don't really understand it though i still think they look awesome and there are some really cool designs out there, i honestly think it would take some talent and patients to carve one as pumpkins can be really big, what do you do with the guts of pumpkin afterward? do you use it or throw it out? I have found a few designs that i really like, i'm sure there are a heap more though once again they are just amazing








Oh and lastly you can't forget about the lollies (candy) yumm just thinking about all the sugar makes me so hungry and my mouth water, I am so glad tough it only comes around once a year, Is there any sore that you do and don't give out? what is your favorite?


Well that's all i can really think about at the moment, i am sure there is heaps more out there that i have forgotten, Though what is your favorite part of Halloween?

Topics

So i want to start Posting things in my blog that really matter and what other people want to read about, though i have no clue with what to talk about
So this is where i am asking you all to come in, I need to know what you all want to read about, or if you have any questions that you want me to go into depth about? If you do post it in the comments and let m know also with  link to your blog so i can tag you so you know when your question or topic has been answered

Tuesday 18 October 2011

Over It

I am so damn over it... things seem to be getting thrown at us left right and center its never ending....

Daniel and I have just over 3 weeks to move.. we have to be out of here by the 10th November whether we have a place or not... we have looked at quite a few, though the application form never gets put in on time, due to Daniel not really liking the place, and hoping that something better comes along.. or me being in the hospital and waiting for someone to bring the form up to me to fill in..

So on top of that i also received my car rego today that has to be paid for in the next couple of weeks ($304 for 6 months, or $583.60 for 12 months)
Plus a power bill that is now over due... We had someone here staying/living with us, that was meant to chip in and help pay for some of it as they were here for most of it though yeah haven't been able to get anything out of them o that (power bill was just over $400)



So on top of all this, my doctors have said that i need to remain stress free HA! yeah right, how can i be stress free with all of this going on????

Also i can go into labor any day so the anxiety of that is weighing don over the top of me as well... its honestly never ending isn't it.....

27+5

Well i am now 27+5 weeks gestation, I am quite happy to be this far, i never thought that i would of made it this far either, Considering the Doctors said i would even make it past 23 weeks, when i was first admitted into hospital with PTL, though i have made it another 5 weeks,

As of now i am 2cm Dilated, have 5mm left in length of my cervix and i have bulging membranes what a good combination hey...... Oh and also to add on top of it all, Princess is now either Breech, or Transverse, she is no longer head down and engaged any how here is the newest belly photo




Any way that is it at he moment will add more later

Sunday 9 October 2011

new Belly Photo

Thought i ould share today's belly photo, i think she has dropped again

House Hunting

Well we are still house hunting, i never thought it would b so hard to find a house that we like/need, we seen some over the weekend that we liked just need to apply for them, we have 4 more weeks until we have to beout of this house, I wonder if little miss will behave until then?

Getting Bigger

I thought i would share my 26 week belly photo, I am starting to feel huge, i Know i am going to get bigger yet, though i feel like i am as big as i was when i Had deacan

Saturday 8 October 2011

Information

So i am wanting to add on quick links to helpful pages, and also do a links to other peoples blog that could help out other ladies or gentleman or just be an interesting read
So if you have any tips? or any sites, or any blogs that you have found helpful or interesting can you please let me know so i can make sure that others have the chance to read or get the help that they need

Thursday 6 October 2011

Safe?

what is it with people telling me i am "now at the safe stage?"


Yes i am now past viability though i'm not at the safe stage until i have my baby at in my arms, yes i might be at 26 week gestation, and the chances of her surviving are now better than what they were at 24 weeks though i have come to find there is no such thing as a safe stage until you have that child in your arms,

I dont mean to sound like a downer or anything though there are still so many things that could go wrong, i pray to god that it doesn't happen, and i will get to have my little girl in my arms, though people dont seem to understand that,

i am sure everything is going to go fine with bub, as i have had the steroid injections for her lungs and she should be a nice weight (still small tough better than what she was) so i have things looking up for me, though yeah, i wont feel "safe" until i have her in my arms and get to take her home

Tuesday 4 October 2011

When it Rains it Pours

WOW talk about a stressful time,

Daniel and I worked it out and we have 5 weeks to be out of this house and into a new one, 5 weeks that's it, and it is so hard to find the right place, it needs to have 4 bedrooms, have a fully fenced back yard, i would like the kitchen to have a good amount of cupboard space, and cant be any more than $370 p/w
Daniel and i have found some that we like we are just waiting to hear back from the property managers to view the property,
I have never moved with the kids, last time that i moved Jason was still in hospital. so when we finally get a place i have told mum that i would like to move while the kids are in daycare, try to get as much as we can out and into the new place while te kids are out, as i can only imagine how hard it is to move with a 1 1/2 and 2 1/2 year old


Got the power bill the other day, bloody just over $400 and it is due tomorrow, i called the power company to ask for a payment plan, as i have been in hospital and it is to much to come up with all in one hit, tough do you think they would let me pay it off??  NO! I have to come up with $100 by tomorrow, then the $300+ in 2 weeks time, not to mention  all theotherbils that i have coming in

I know its just part and parcel with the real world, though why does everything have to come in at once,

I have rego due as well in a couple of weeks, that like $300+ as well  and it's not like i can put that one off. cos if i dont pay it i cant drive my car, and we use it to get the kids round and doctors etc!!!!!

Plus on top of all that i am still having contractions every day,  tough nothing tat is really regular or painful enough to have to go to the hospital, the doctors told me when they discharged me from hospital that i had to remain stress free, YEAH RIGHT!!! like that is going to happen, So i am scared that she can come any day like the doctors said though i am very grateful for every day that she is inside, though this waiting game is really doing my head in, I either want her to knock he crap off (false contractions etc) of just come out already (I WOULD PREFER HER TO STAY IN THOUGH)


Though yeah i guess that sums up the past couple of days, more than likely just a whole heap of randomness though also needed to vent,

Monday 3 October 2011


25 weeks and 3 days


My new belly shot :)

Feeling?

I don't know if any or most of you would know what i am about to write, though then again you might just understand

Though i have that Gut feeling that princess will be here soon, i can't explain why though i just know, I might get a couple of weeks or i might just get a day, though i honestly have a gut feeling that she will be here with us soon,

Yesterday i started to have a show and have been been loosing other parts of my plug since then though i havent really been having any contractions, just a lot of lower back pain and hip pain, though it goes away after i have a sleep, I have another scan on the 11th, its now the 3rd, so i will no more then, though yeah i cant seem to shake this feeling

Sunday 2 October 2011

Its been to long

Sorry it have been for ever since i last made a post, I have wanted to make a post  for a while though i go to sit down and write it and have a mind blank with what i want to say

First off i am now 25 weeks and 3 days gestation, it has been a fight to get this far though i am very grateful for it, I have just come home from hospital after spending 2 1/2 weeks on hospital bed rest due to PTL, the doctors didnt give Princess a good out come with saying that i was going to deliver any day, though i remembered what theysaid when i was in there with Deacan and he lasted 11 weeks,
I'm grateful foral te help and support that i have/ had while being in there with al the new firends thati made that i will always carry close to my heart, and from all the help from my family and all the prayers and positive thoughts that friends gave,

Both Deacan and Jason are going great, Both have grown so much, and both now have their own little personalities though i will go into that more in a separate post,


Daniel and i are house hunting at the moment as we need to be out of our hose by 10th November (our 4th wedding anniversary) Just trying to find something that suits us and is in our price rage is starting to be more difficult than i thought,